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HAHAHAHAHAHA I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW I COULD HUG ALL OF YOU LIKE, FIVE HUNDRED TIMES.
Ooh I love present shopping. :)

And you all better love me, because I am awesome, and and and.
I am one happy girl. xD

Hohoho I can't wait.

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I JUST SPENT THE LAST TWO HOURS SHOPPING -_-
It's all for the sake of the lovely people who have birthdays.
And you're making me very, very broke. D:

I am upset, because the shops at Century are horrible and I couldn't find anything I wanted at Comix Connection, or that stupid Hobby Shop.
Hmph.

But don't worry darlings, you'll all get your presents. I think. JT's and Lauren's might be a tad late, or not.
>_<

Pssh.

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Printed my History :D
I feel so accomplished.

Haha okay. I randomly clicked on a Youtube video, I swear.
And I realised a really terrifying truth:

OHNO IS ENDEARING.

...
-dies-

I was staring at Nino trying to look sexy (And failing -_- Sorry, dear, you're way too cute for that) (I did not just say that.) (To a twenty-five year old) (Hey, he's young! Ish. Ohno is old.)
OKAY BESIDE THE POINT.
And yeah, obviously inwardly rolling around on the floor guffawing.
I like that word.
Guffaw.

ANYWAY. Ohno flashed on screen and I was like, "Aw Ohno. He's trying to look sexy too and I suppose he does, to a certain extent. To his fans. Deh. I love Ohno."
And I promptly killed myself.

NO I WILL NEVER FANGIRL OVER HIM.
But he's getting tolerable, in an Ohno sort of way.
...

I need to go clean out my brain now?

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I'm having a lot of fun with the buzzer now, like "TING!"-ing randomly.
AND I LOVE STAND BY ME. -_- I thought it was about friendship, seriously, and it's a love song so djfsduiofa;. But nevermind.

I SUPPORT RYUxMEGU HAHAHAHA. But KyuxMegu is cute too.
Dehh.

Anyway. I am on a fanfiction drought until after EOYs!

Am off to find mooncake/bakua to pig out on. HAHAHAHA.
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Lovelovelove.
:)

I promise to try and stop emo-ing. Really! :D
I'm feeling slightly more cheerful now, even though I'm quite screwed and all, but there's just something in me that's pushing me forward, and I'm happy.
For now, anyway, but it's a good feeling.

Anyway, I think thanks are in order~! Yes well, it's just here because I really need to say it.

In no particular order, :)

CELINE! Thanks for being a fellow model, and standing beside me and comforting me all the time. I know you must feel really crappy too, but you still found time to hug me and tell me it'll be okay, and that really means a lot to me :) You mean a lot to me, so yes, we'll get through the rest of the drama practices together~!

LAUREN! I already smsed you, but I might as well say it again. You probably think I'm annoyed/angry over you, but really, I'm not. You've been a fresh perspective for me, on a lot of things, and I can sense you consciously trying to change, and that really moves me and inspires me as well. Let's work together to achieve both our goals, okay?

LYNN! and JINGTING! I'm sorry the two of you have to share a paragraph, but I'll make it extra long okay? (x First of all, I'm really happy to have the two of you. You two have never been bitchy in drama, and even though I'm sure you're at least a little tired you never show your discontent or whatever. You're such easygoing, happy people, and that really makes me feel motivated to be like that too. Thank you for just being there when I needed someone to cling onto and pretend to be normal, and thank you for being such an awesome presence okay! :D (No don't go off and ego. -_-)

AMANDA! :) I don't know what to say to you. I feel like smacking you sometimes, because you're so horribly emo (yeah -_-) and dead and you take it all out on yourself, when it's not completely your fault. I know you worry a lot over drama and life and stuff, but we're fourteen, and everyone's worrying so we need to relax, or we'll die. Thank you, for saying things that I can't bring myself to voice out sometimes, and just being there all the time :)

CHARLOTTE! Darling. :) I'm not mad at you, not really. I know many of my posts seem to be directed at you/Amanda, but the thing is I'm not pissed, at all. I think you both know why the class is unhappy, and I know that you guys will try and fix it. Over the weekend, we all had time to think it over, so I'm sure we'll manage to sort it out. Thanks for being our scriptwriter, and essentially director, even though I don't completely approve of your actions, I understand you're doing your best to move the show on, and I appreciate that. :)

CARISSA! Daddy~! I'm not sure if you're angry at me, and I think if you are you pretty much have a right to be. I've been quite horrible to you lately, I'm sorry. Really. I think my emotions have gotten the better of me, and maybe around you I seem to be more volatile. There's a couple of paragraphs on my LJ that are directed to you, but I'm not sure if you'll ever read them. Anyway. I know you're unhappy with many of the scriptwriting team's decisions, and I'm really sorry for that. We did our best, if that helps. Thank you for being so dedicated to the class, and putting in so much effort. It really makes me smile to know we have someone like you, even though not everyone appreciates it.
(Your paragraph is very long! x))

VENUS! Haha bean! (x I'm not particularly close to you or anything, and I don't understand you very well, but you've really touched me through this period, because you've been so focused with your job on costumes and you're never bitchy at all, just wise with your words on why the class needs to work together. I really appreciate it, and you've woken me up on why I need to stop being so self-centred. :) Thank you!

SHI! :) Yak! Thanks for being there, although you're quite anti-social nowadays, and I'm not sure why, but I can always count on you to bring a smile to my face, because you're so cute and happy a lot of the time. You have weird obsessions, but they're interesting and they make you all the more special to me :D

SARAH! Haha thanks for being there as well! You're also not gossipy at all, just really nice, and your strange outbursts of "Fwee is so cute!" might make me stare at you, but inside, deep deep inside (really deep -_-) I feel complimented x) and it feels nice to be complimented, even when you're emoing XDD SO SHALLOW NEVERMIND. But yes, you're really cute as well, and you make me smile. :) "Mummy, I want burgers! And hashbrowns!"

JOYAN! Mummy~! (x Haha thanks for chatting with me after drama. It helps to know that people feel the way I do too, and I foresee a lot more chatting with you in the next few drama practices :) You're really practical, and you remind me of me, only perhaps less frivolous and smarter, so thank you, for being a sort of grounding presence. Otherwise I'd have ranted my head off x)

AUDREY! :) I think maybe you might be a little mad at me, and I'm sorry for any hurtful remarks I made; I didn't mean them. :X But yes, thank you for being so grounding as well, you might not know it but you're quite realistic and down-to-earth, and it's really comforting to have you as a friend around. :D

JEAN! You psycho! (x Haha now you're a trainer it's stuck in my head. Anyway. Thanks for being so JEAN and quite happy and high all the time, watching you during drama is quite entertaining and good for my heart :D I hope you don't stress anymore over inevitable things, because it's unhealthy, and I really appreciate you as a friend that I can talk to :)

ALICIA! You've been quite unbitchy, or really not bitchy at all, and that really touches me x) Thanks for listening to me ramble aimlessly during drama, when I was pretending to be Tze, and actually listening to my pointless laments about poor little ol' me, I really appreciate having someone to listen :D I hope C&D will be memorable for you as well, so let's work towards it together okay!

TESSA! Ex-deskie! Thanks for talking to me in class and telling me about how the class feels, because I'm a bit of a clueless idiot x) Although it made me a little sadder, it felt good to talk to someone and I'm really happy that you were willing to comfort me, even if just a little. Thank you. :)

JIA! Haha you seem a bit lost during drama, or at least a bit oblivious to the drama going around you. I don't think you are, but thank you for letting me pull you up and play around to make me feel better, because it really helped, and thank you for letting me cling onto you and using you for comfort x) I really needed it and you were there.

TZE! Haha happy bunny. You weren't there on Friday but I could never picture you as bitchy or sad over drama, you'd probably just ask everyone to cheer up. Sometimes I wonder what goes on in your head, and I'm pretty sure it can't all be rainbows and you have to get sad sometimes, but thank you for being happy most of the time, and keeping the class spirit up :D

Last, but not least. Definitely :D
LIDAN! Thank you, thank you, thank you for being so comforting over the phone. You sound like my mom, but I really love it and it made me feel a lot better to hear you comforting me and telling me all about your day. You'll always be there for me, and I hope I'll always be here for you too! :)

Haha done!

朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子
一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛
还要走还有我

DON'T YOU DARE ROLL YOUR EYES. OR I WILL GOUGE THEM OUT x)

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HAHA I HAVE OVERSIZED JEANS NOW (x
But they're kinda short. -_-

Anywayyyyy. Why does Ms. Sarah Birchwood send stuff to everybody in the school randomly! And my emails are all screwing up -_-

Deh.

I wanna eat apple pieeeeeeee.

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I... really want to stop caring.
I wish I hadn't involved myself with this drama thing in the first place. I wish I'd never volunteered to be assistant director. I wish I had just placed myself at the edge of it, just being one of those calefares that do everything the leaders tell me to do.

At least I'd have gotten used to something. Because now I just feel stuck in the middle, sandwiched between my 'responsibility' and my class.
And I'm not even doing anything anymore. I'm just stagnating.

You have no idea how many times I wished I could just walk out and disappear on Friday, but that'd be so irresponsible, and everyone would just o.O and hate me, so there wasn't really a point in it.
But it sucked.
It's going to suck. -_-

I know I'm being really selfish, and self-centred here, but who isn't, really? And I know that I should be happy with what I'm doing, because at least I'm a scriptwriter, right? But I don't feel anything. I don't feel anything for this script, really. I wouldn't care if it burned and disappeared forever. Except maybe seeing your faces would make me guilty.

I feel so useless.

And that's what so many other people are feeling, you know? You can smile and pretend that everyone worked hard towards a common goal, but the truth is you guys have just been herding the class and pulling them in the direction you want.
It is a class effort, but what we're working towards is keeping our mouth shut and being civil, so that we can all at least move on without drama-ing.
Not putting up a good show.

I hate this. I really really hate this.
I don't hate you, or you, or you, or anybody in class. I love you guys. And that's what makes it so hard. If I didn't give a damn about you, I'd be ranting my head off and screaming here. But I don't feel hatred towards you. I don't feel hatred towards your actions. I'm sick of them. I'm tired. I don't want to have to pick between my friends and what I really think, because it's so goddamn tiring.

I really want to live in the mountains and eat snow now. It'd be so easy.

So sick, so tired of all of this. Everything's unavoidable, I suppose. I'm not even sure what I want to change anymore.
But you know I really detested lijia when he was rehearsing for us, but at least he kept on task. At least he's a teacher. At least he actually made us love the drama.

I have a feeling at the end of the day, I'll still love all of you, because I can't change that. But the way it's going, I can see myself and other people sitting at the back of the drama room, all agreeing that we really hate what's happening, and just spreading the misery, and sooner or later everyone will be sick of it. (I think everyone already is.)

Is that what we want?

Nah this is really a pointless post, and very, extremely self-centred and all, so you don't actually have to take it seriously. Just, if you see me staring at you with an expressionless face, I'm not mad at you. I'm just really jaded. And tired and probably I feel like killing a cockroach.
^_^

Alright.

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I really hope it'll be over soon. I don't want to keep crying every time I think of 213, every time I think of you guys, every time I think of school.
Why can't life just be like math?

OH I HAD YAM MOONCAKES YESTERDAY :D:D IT WAS SUPER YUMMY. And like, five other kinds of mooncakes x)
Fat fat fat.
-Shut up about me not being fat. You haven't seen me XDD-

Dahhh. Yes I'm breaking my hiatus.
I seem to be extremely slack today -_- Damn. Slept a lot.

Anyway. I just came here, because I miss it, a bit I guess x) And 213 people all read this right XD I only have online friends at lj.

That aside. I've been feeling retarded the whole day. Not stupid retarded, but slow and sluggish kind of retarded.
I think I looked it? I dunno. x)

Ehh.
I've been very horrible lately, I think. -_- Not outwardly, I suppose, except maybe to a couple of people. Or actually I'm only horrible to a couple of people. I'm really sorry. Really. I can see the anger/hurt in your eyes when I say stuff, but somebody needs to tell you.
It's probably not my place at all, but I'm really sick and tired of our class just pretending all the time. We do it way too much.

That said, I'm not judging you, just telling you what I think. I don't think I have the right to judge anybody anymore, even though I do it on a daily basis. -_-
I love you guys, 213, but I think maybe we take things way too lightly, and that just pisses everyone off because we all know we can't afford to, but none of us is going to take the initiative.

We're all at fault for drama, really. It's just a whole lot of bad luck and circumstances, thrown in with bad attitudes and heck-cares, and pushed towards imminent assessment. Which, is splitting our class up. And I hate it, because I'm not even sure which side I'm going to take after this, and I don't want to.

(x I have no idea what happened to me. I changed, like way, way a lot. I think I'm PMSing majorly now though, so maybe it won't last. I feel like Amanda -_- But I'm nowhere as talented/artistic/somehowalwaysright as her, so I refuse to be.
I'm not sure if you can do that -_- but nevermind.

I've just begun to see that maybe our class, for all our bondedness, is actually extremely unbonded, and that maybe topping in LA and History doesn't really say anything for our EQ at all. 212 might be unbonded, but they don't hide it away, do they?

I'm just really, really sick of everything. Stupid distractions and weird dynamics. It's. Annoying and, Idk. Stupid. Incoherence is bad.

I suppose many of us are like that now, like annoyed and pissed and emo and you think everyone else isn't that way. Maybe not over class issues, or just partly, but all the stupid decision making is affecting our class quotient of happiness. I can feel the sian in the air, you know.

Yeah well. Just please, don't take it out on yourself. It's never going to be your fault, whatever decision you make. It's a choice, not a right or wrong biology MCQ, and choices are supposed to widen your options, not kill you.
^_^ Yes, to everyone.

Oooh I am such a ______. But nevermind. Rainie is annoying. So is Angela Zhang.
Shut up, I actually have a reason I'm listening to their songs on Youtube.
Even if it's not educational.

Damn. I should just go and try to study something. Or read a book.
Eh. Stupid. Tomorrow, should be rather nondescript, but there's drama. I'm actually hoping we have fun.

I'm backkkkk. (x

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黑的白的红的黄的
紫的绿的蓝的灰的
你的我的他的她的
大的小的圆的扁的
好的坏的美的丑的
新的旧的各种款式各种花色任你选择
飞的更高越远越好
剪断了线它就死掉
寿命短短高兴就好
喜欢就好没大不了
越变越小越来越小
快要死掉也很骄傲
你不想说就别再说
我不想听不想再听
就把一切誓言当作汽球一般随它而去
我不在意不会在意
放它而去随它而去
汽球
飘进云里
飘进风里
结束生命
汽球
飘进爱里
飘进心里
慢慢死去


I still like Livejournal. (x But this song is so pretty.
Sad, but it's LOVELY. :)

I've been feeling up and down for the past few days weeks. Up thanks to all of you, really (: I'm just perpetually down x)
Haha no. But yesh, you guys improve my mood~! :D

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Stupid hormones.

I am currently on my floor, stretching -_-

Hmm I still like blogger. Maybe it's cause I actually know people read this. (RIGHT?! RIGHT?!)

XD
Nah LJ is good too, but not very conducive for ranting because none of you are there >:(
Yes.
SO GO OVER TO LJ AND COMMENT ME :D

Haha okay.
I finished my bio RAFT :D It's quite emo and angsty, but it's about abortion so what do you want! x)
Yay. I'm off to memorise my speech :D

Em.

GO GO GO TO MY LJ.
sybariteheart.livejournal.com

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Hey.

I can't get enough of blogger?
Idk, it feels weird if I emo on LJ so nevermind.

Eh.
I've been feeling quite -_- lately. I'm not unhappy. I'm just not happy. Difference.
And. I haven't been eating, and I think it's quite obvious to everyone. Idk, it just feels weird to eat now. Like I just ate apple crumble, and it makes my stomach so bloated I feel like puking.

Except I can't, thus I won't.

I think it's a psychology thing, and I'm losing -_- Retard.

STUPID.
Anw.

Scarlet was good~! (: I liked it quite alot.
And today was fun too.
:D

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I can't resist blogger.
But I'm not back, just drabbling here.
(x

People, I don't know what to say. It's been a whirlwind of events since the start of Nanyang, since the start of the year, and there've been so many things I've been grateful for, things I wished never happened, things that I have mixed feelings about.

Stress has been building up in all of us, I know, but I've made a decision to focus right now fully on my studies, and hopefully I'll do well.

For the rest of the people around me, I love you guys, and I'll always be here for you, (: I know I can't barge into your life and start directing it or whatever, but if any of you need a listening ear I promise I'll shut right up and sit beside you. I might not have the best advice, but I can listen.

I don't know what this feeling is. It's not exactly happiness, because there's a tinge of regret, of everything that I could have done, that could have happened, but what can I say, my life's been pretty sweet since it started, and I've got such beautiful people around me (: I suppose I'm grateful, for all of you, and I'm ready to start cleaning my act so that I can get what I want.

It's peace? (x
Dedications, XD HAHA WHY NOW. It's rather late but I'll do them anyway.

Amanda~! (: You sweet awesome person. I love you, like I've said three million times before. Sometimes I feel like we're slipping further and further away, but we always manage to become closer again. I honestly don't know what I'd do without you, and I'm really thankful that I've got such a wonderful best friend beside me. :D

Celine~! HELLO GIRL! You never fail to make me smile with your actions, whether you're trying to be funny or not. You never actually told me about Colin and you, but everyone's assuming so oh well. Lately you've been quite dazed, kinda, like you're thinking about something sad. Don't be! You can always talk to me, bestie :D

Lynn~! pointypointy! i shall type this in small letters just for you (: i think you're a really sweet person, and you're never (usually) emo, but you're not stupid at the same time. somehow you manage to be wise and cheerful rolled together, and ego too, but we all love you so it's okay. thanks for being a great advisor and being so practical, you're a real sweetheart :D

JT~! Big brother! Or sister. (x You're really funny, and I don't really know how to describe it but I like being around you, it makes me feel... calm. XD You exude calmness, probably. You're one of those people that are quite down-to-earth too, and I love that about you. If you need anything, come to me okay :D I'll drop everything and go to your rescue (x

Carissa~! DADDY :D Hey. We've actually done a lot of things together, but last year we were probably a lot less close :X I'm happy I got to know the real you underneath, and you're a really nice person that inspires me a lot! Please love yourself like I love you, and be happy okay! I look forward to doing many more projects with you in HP next year! (:

Lauren~! Darling, darling Lauren. You're actually quite important to me (x I'm not sure how, but I grew closer to you, over drama and PSL perhaps, and you're no longer just Lauren anymore, you're the sweet responsible friend whose OCD-tendencies can be a little annoying, but when I see what your dreams mean to you I'm inclined to support you all the way (: I promise I'll try not to eat in class XD

Sarah~! (: HEY. I think I've grown closer to you lately too! I'm not sure why, maybe it's just me being weird but I feel like I've understood you better. I love you loads, and I only ever tease you because it's funny to see how I KNOW you'll react, you know I don't really mean anything! That aside, it's STILL CUTE :D

Shi Ting~! Heh. I've done a dedication for you before, but that feels quite long ago. You're my only primary school friend in Nanyang, and last year I really stuck to you. I've grown a lot closer to you since SHPS days, and funnily I never seem to regard you as a SHPSer, you changed a lot (x But I still love you loads for being so cute and shi-ting-ish, and having childish tendencies that make me burst out in laughter. YOU'RE GROWING TALLER.

Charlotte~! :D I'm not super close to you or anything, but I do feel like I've grown to know you better over the course of the last one and something years. You're a really talented person, and I really admire you for that. Somehow it sometimes feels like you don't realise it, but I hope that you can see all the people that love you, and how we're all rooting for you! (:

213ers, you've been the best class ever, and I love all of you for that. I can't write paragraphs on each person, because that'd just be weird and it wouldn't really mean anything anymore, but all of you hold a special place in my heart, reserved for you, and I'll never forget any of you. Promise. Pinky-swear.

I wish it could stay like this forever.
But as like five hundred people have told me, there is no forever. So I'll make the best out of this few months, and I'll make the memories last forever.
Help me? (:

While I'm at it, Colin, if you're reading this, you hurt her and I will KILL YOU. Seriously. I will call Kay Hian and bribe him to SIT ON YOU.
That aside, you've been quite a good friend and I'm sorry that things didn't exactly go the way we thought it would. I think things worked out well though, and we're all happy now, aren't we? Make her happy. OR ELSE.

^_^ Yes, it's peace. Roughly.

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Note: Dedis are to 213ers! Lidan I did yours once, and you always know that I super love you. Call me on Wednesday if you're free. Or Friday. Thursday night's iffy but YES :D

This is so not a drabble.

LIVEJOURNAL IS BEING DAMN FREAKING SLOW.
Anyway. Wonders of coffee! I'm still awake at 2.30 and not sleepy or dead -_-

Night. (:
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Yup here really quickly, announcement (x

I AM OFFICIALLY ON A HIATUS :D

I love blogging, yes, but it's eating into my revision time, and I really really need to do well for EOYs, so yup.
I sound so guai o.O BUT YES HIATUS. Till EOYs are over. Then I'll fangirl/blog/internet all I want.

Because I really want HP :X

Anyway.
I did my softballt quiz and I got FULL MARKS HAHA. It's quite easy -_- And Mr. Chia gave stupid comments like
- Wooohooo!bingo! You have gotten the correct answer!
- Good student of mine... proud of you!
-_- Today Shi Ting was saying how weird Mr. Chia looks, and I was like "HE'S MR. CHIA, if he wasn't gay he wouldn't be Mr. Chia anymore~!"

So mean, but this quiz just proved my point.
BYE LOVELIES I WON'T BE BACK FOR A MONTH OR SO :D
Still livejournaling though, but not too often. (x

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You didn't think I'd leave THAT easily, would you? No more posting of traumatising pictures for ONE MONTH -_- Here's a full band one XD All in one makes me think of some supermarket advert, but oh well. ^_^







































^_^ HEY IT'S TAME. Ish. :D
I find it funny how Yamada's hand looks bigger than Daiki's. It's not too clear here, but in the original one it's damn obvious and damn funny.

There was another, gayer one but I decided against it (:
I STILL NEED MY LIFE.

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No tags about gays! HMPH.

HAHA I JUST REALISED SOMETHING I FORGOT ABOUT AMANDA'S PLAIT AND I WASHED MY HAIR WITH THE PLAIT INTACT. And it's still quite nice o.O XDD I took it out just!

I scare me.
I think I probably scared Mummy too.

I don't know what's wrong with me, if it's just pms or am I slowly going crazy, but it feels weird, and detached, and I can't stop crying, even though I know it's not helping things any, but the tears empty from nowhere, and I really can cry on cue right now.
That's retarded.

I'm not fine. I'm on a self-destruct mode right now, and it's going nowhere, but I don't really want it to stop. I can't stop it. It's like ingrained into me, and I don't want anyone else to come and stop it either.
It's not a call for attention, because I think I get plenty. I don't know what it is. It's a mental breakdown o.O

But I'm never emo in front of my classmates, I'm a happy cheerful bunny until I get to the car, and suddenly depression hits like a tsunami, and all I can do is think about how I wish I'd just stop breathing.

It's freaking scary.
But at the same time I don't feel weird doing it.

I think it's the first time I've ever really contemplated killing myself, or cutting myself. And duh, I'm too vain to do either but I'm afraid one day my mania will overtake this bimboness, and I'll just do it.
It's so easy.
And it's supposed to take away the pain, no?

SEE I TELL YOU. I'm turning into this super emo weird person, and I don't even recognise myself, but my mood swings go from one end of the spectrum to the other.
I don't even know why I'm posting this, but if I suddenly go on a killing rampage you'll know why.

CRAZY~!

Sheesh.

I FEEL SO UNLOVED!

Haha actually no, I have two more friends on LJ, which makes it THREE XDD JT AND JEAN YOU LAZY PEOPLE ADD ME.
Not to mention I'm lazy too.

BUT.
-glare-
You know who you are, and I gave you a lot of chances okay! Like I kept hinting and hinting and YOU YOU dkfjuasdifhadusifa.

Why does nobody want to tell me happy news!
DAMMIT.

And I'm not about to go barging up to demand that you tell me, because I am POLITE. So you have to take the initiative :D

Hmm I think I'm gonna go on a hiatus here, mainly because school is repetitive and I have nothing to blog about, not to mention I NEED TO STUDY. So for the next 60 days, you'll see quite little of me~!

I'll probably be updating my LJ more often though, so if you can stand pretty boys please go there and read x)
Ooh.

Dah. Okay I shall leave, because I need to do stuff. :D
Night night lovely darlings!

Oh school was fun today, bubbletea extra and je fangirling :D Mr. Lee wasn't here so we had a free period to slackkkk.
LURBXZXZXZ XDD

Sorry I just felt like doing that.
CCA was fun too! I feel less pressure without the Sec4s XD SO SAD I'M GONNA BE SEC 3 NEXT YEAR AND AND AND I FEEL OLDDDDD. DDD:

Ballet, Ms. Pang wasn't there and there were five people in the room, including me. Not much work done but I stretched and worked on my splits, so it wasn't all bad.
Mummy bought mooncake (x and apple crumble. I have AWESOME PARENTS :D

IIEEE LURBXZXZXZ ALL OF EUUU -heartzxxzxzxz-
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x) Just to clarify.
The previous post is akin to if I suddenly found out Yamajima was real.
Although I'd probably be a little more heartbroken XDD

I'm happy, really. It's the sweetest thing that's happened around me in a long time, and I'm glad it's the two of you.
I've been shipping this since the start of forever, hello!

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I AM SO HAPPY.
(:

Really, really happy. I'm weird, dammit, but YES I AM HAPPY MUAHAHAHAH.
I LOVE you people. Really, I do.
And you people are SO CUTE. SO CUTE SO CUTE.

It's not even my place to flail about and be happy-squealy about BUT LIDAN! CARISSA! LYNN! You guys know what I'm talking about! (x
Just. Awesome.

Happy high happy.
:D
I expect good news tomorrow~!

Oh I'm reading this weird twisted slash fic and IT'S BAD FOR ME BUT WHO CARES HAHAHAHA.

Awesome little kids.
KIDS DFIDFHI. NO. People.
People but I like to call you kids so there!

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Hey I still want to be friends, okay. ^_^ WITH BOTH OF YOU.

Hmm. I think my LA file is screwed. Mr. Lee is going to hate me. (More.)
-_-

Dahh. I've been very unproductive today, and I'm off to watch Maou and be even more unproductive.
!!!

GO DIE SIMHWEE.

Cough.
Eh. I really like Hey! Say! now, but what does showamuri mean it's so cute (x
I LOVE THE ORIGINAL HS7 CAN. Even Takaki, who is such a pushover it hurts to see the rest of them bully him. XDD

Just so you know,
Chinen is a lap slut.
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I'm having last minute brainstorms for the Renaissance thing -_-
It's killing me. Like on the tip of my brain but it won't flow out. Stupid.

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